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How do others deal with the idea of desiring a spanking, but also legitimately wanting to follow your rules as to not get one? It seems like such a weird issue, but when you have a desire to feel the calm and controlled feeling that being put in your place brings, it seems like a hard thing to then have to brat or purposely break a rule to get it. I suppose there are “good boy” or Maintenance spankings, but I’m not sure it would be the same?
Hello Readers, I am a 32 year old married woman. I have been interested in spanking for as long as I can remember. I can remeber being fascinated by it when I was six. Spanking is not really a sexual thing for me... I crave discipline, which is something that I didn't really have growing up. I have always been the sort to be harder on myself than I will ever be on others. Forgiving myself is a real challenge most of the time. I suppose what I am looking for is understanding. If my friends learned of my... interests, they would probably have me committed. My husband is aware of my struggles bu
Hello to All! My name is Brad. I'm a 43 yr old SWM, look 33. I'm tall (6'6") with blond hair and blue eyes. I'm just your average, unassuming, shy type with a lifelong secret I've never revealed to anyone I know and which by some quirk of good luck, no one has ever discovered or confronted me about. Despite being so "average" that some might consider me boring, what folks don't know is that inside me lies what can only be described as a very nasty, highly sexualized, permanently aroused, fourteen year old Chronic Masturbator with a fetish for masturbating in panties...which I obtain by st