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I seriously need a real punishing spanking. I need a long and hard bare-bottom paddling. Seriously. Like I would have gotten from my mom in my younger years. I need to be painfully punished, but in a loving fair and sane manner. I seem to always lose everyone here. Can anyone relate to this? I am feeling alone with my needs. Am I really alone here?
No MottLee, you are not alone. I understand completely where you arecoming from.
I am PTDC - Punative Theropy Dependency Condition.
A term coined by a counsellor I was seeing some several years ago on another matter, and being punished for things I did came up in the conversation.
I was worried he would ridicule me. However, on the contrary, he supported and encouraged me 100%.
We discussed the fact that it was a mindset I was born with and in no way could I escape.
It is NOTHING sexual whatsoever, but I need a sound and severe caning to relieve guilt and get me focused again.