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  1. I'd love to chat sometime- have Kik Skype hangouts telegram etc? Please hit me up

  2. That is totally me too. I do silly things I shouldn't and then lie about it to avoid the consequences. I dont know what is viewed as the bigger sin, the act of disobedience or the dishonesty afterwards. One always seems to lead to the other.
  3. Hey Liz , I totally get where you are coming from with all the rules and expectations. I have a very similar relationship with my auntie. She sets my whole routine and governs everything I do. But I have to believe it is on my best interests and although like you I dont always think she is right I just accept things for how they are because it is my path at the moment. Try to see the rules and structure put in your life by your Godparents as a way of strengthening you as a person not something to make you feel weaker. All the rules and discipline I have to put up with, I really dont like either but I have to hope they are there for a reason. But I completely understand your situation and how difficult it can be at times.
  4. Hey, it’s Liz. We talked towards the beginning of the pandemic. How are you doing? PM me when you get the chance. Would love to catch up! 

  5. I've had several spankings just before bed. Auntie will.either sit on my bed or take me into her room where she has a chair. I stand there in my short nightie and knickers listening (or usually not actually but pretending I am) while she lectures me about my misdeeds. Then I have to lift up my nightie before she pulls me over her broad lap. Bedtime punishments are usually a slippering or just her hand but both enough to leave my bottom covered in red marks that I then stand rubbing and looking at in my bedroom mirror once she has gone downstairs. I jump into bed very quickly needless to say if I her her footsteps coming up the stairs. I sometimes sleep with my knickers down after a bedtime spanking rubbing my bottom until I fall asleep.
  6. I think for my Auntie it was more about control and showing her church group that I was being raised in the correct manner, rather than appeasing God. She couldn't risk her own standing in the community being tarnished by my indiscretions. It was her duty to make sure I stayed on the path of the righteous and she carried out that duty with determination. But because of it I have my strong faith and love for Jesus so perhaps it was worthwhile in a strange way.
  7. This is certainly a group for me. I was raised very strictly by my auntie from age 9 to 17 and taught to obey (and fear) the word of our Lord. It meant I became very concious that He was watching me and my Auntie punished me so that I could have His forgivness for my sins. The church and discipline are almost one and the same for me in a way.
  8. Always looked for that answer too...not sure I have ever found it. But I've been told it's in there...
  9. I was always told that I should feel embarrassed and ashamed at being spanked. And I usually do but then if it becomes frequent enough does the embstesment and shame ever subside? Maybe it does.
  10. The wooden spoon has often brought me to tears...always the back rounded side. No 'warm up' of any kind, just pulled over my aunties knee and spanked until she thought I was repentant. Which often took some time!
  11. Cornertime is something I've done my fair share of...I always got the impression that it was intended to be the time to really think about why I had been punished along with adding to the actual punishment itself. I always assumed it was because being sent to my room after a spanking wasn't enough to really get the message across. I had to understand the shame part of my punishment to make me understand how disobedient I had been. Or maybe because I got so many spankings that they became amost 'ineffective' on there own so something else needed to be added.
  12. I don't think spanking can be seen as a sin....I know because I sinned a lot apparently and my completely religious, God fearing auntie spanked me for them. Now I am in the position where I believe it is Gods way to guide me and even comfort me if I get spanked for something that I've done that could be seen as 'sinful'. It is as HannahKae mentioned no different to going to therapy. God really wants us to be the best that we can be and in my case if I need spanking to help me get there, then so be it. Also remember If you have your faith, you are never alone.
  13. Had a couple of smacks across the bottom outside of church before...I don't think anyone who saw was shocked somehow. Also been spanked at home in front of people but not sure it would be classed as 'in public'.
  14. Might be because of past experiences but I think much older than me is the only way I know. It's about that level of respect that is required when being dealt with by someone of senior age.
  15. Wooden spoon every time...I hear a kitchen drawer open and the sound of something wooden coming out and it just sends shivers.
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