Amethyst_Moon

I am glad to find that here is someone besides me that is into spanking for spanking itself.

 I have had an almost lifelong interest in spanking. My fascination with spanking came when I was in school and discovered the strap. In school the strap was applied to the palm of the hands, not the behind, and I was the recipient of that once…one whack on one hand. None the less, I began to fascinate about bare behind spankings with the strap and that continues to this day. Absolutely no one is aware of my fascination. I have shared this with no one, ever. I am married and have been for many years but I cannot discuss this with her as she would never understand and I’m afraid it would cause issues between us that I do not want. And I would be devastatingly embarrassed if anyone I knew ever became aware of my fascination. 

There is no particular reason that I should receive a spanking. I am certainly no angel and there are probably many things I have done for which I should be spanked but I am not looking to have some serious misdeeds dealt with by being punished. I am also not into being brutalized, beaten, tortured, dominated, belittled, bullied, injured. I just wish to experience a real punishment spanking administered with a strap to my bare behind.

I have tried self spanking over the years, when possible, using various strap like implements that I have made from suitable available material, but it has never been satisfactory. To achieve the proper results requires someone else to be the spanker, but to discreetly find someone that I do not know and that I could come to trust to engage in a platonic spanking partnership is next to impossible.