selfsp12

I am grateful to have the meditation method that I have, even if it is a pain in the butt.

There has been a lot of drama and a lot of stress in my house recently. I don't like drama but invariably get pulled into the middle with a target on my front and back, just waiting for the bullseyes to be scored. This morning I took the opportunity for a good, sound, hard spanking. My mind cleared and moved into the moment. Each spank hurt, but the only sound was the ouch that ensued with each one. The only thought was not how long it will continue or if it will hurt, it was where precisely on my bottom will it land. That incredible interplay of pain and pleasure that brings total relaxation. Afterward I lay down enjoying the lingering pain and the cool air, and the huge relief. The drama was worked out, but even if it reoccurs I have the formula to relax.

I understand that. My wife is not into spanking. Which might be good, because if she was I'd probably never sit again.

What do you do after a good hard self spanking? Do you finish and go back to what you were doing before,? Sit on a hard surface to continue the experience? Stand or lay down and rub to enjoy the head space your are in or diminish the sting? Admire your handiwork? For me I like to lay down and rub my bottom as it keeps me in the relaxed head space for longer. Any other post spanking routines?

Seems like mostly general porn, which personally I'm not interested in. i prefer just spanking with no sexual/porn type content in the videos. Anything else anyone can reccomend?

I self spank because I like to be spanked, or to be more precise, feel of a good sound spanking. The general term for that is a self-spanker. What if you, is this a thing, self spank because you like to give a spanking and you are the only one you can give it to?