I first began having spanking fantasies in my early teenage years. Like probably most people I thought these feelings were wrong in some way. I found spanking fantasies to be arousing. When I became an adult, I found professionals who give spankings and play the dominate role. I got up the courage to visit a dominatrix though I don't get into traditional BDSM. I just have a fetish for spanking. It is an erotic and stress relieving experience and I learned to accept my desires. Over the years, since cost was prohibitive, I visited professionals occasionally. Nowadays, I just don't have t
