I'm a married woman in New England, but my husband is not authoritative or powerful. I am very much in control of all aspects of life, and want to relinquish that. I have anxiety, guilt , feelings of inadequacy.... and I want a slightly older (45-55) man to take control and discipline me. I'm seeking someone powerful, intelligent, authoritative, and experienced. Must be fit, well groomed, discreet and trustworthy.