Yesterday, I had my first “real” spanking, aside from a few errant swats from old boyfriends. A few weeks ago I decided I finally was ready to receive a disciplinary/punishment spanking (what’s the difference again?), after desiring one for my whole life. My spanking was from a (significantly) older man who has mentored a few other young women who are exploring spanking, and he made me feel incredibly comfortable and safe right from our introductory meeting through now. I don’t have anyone to process these day-after feelings with so I wanted to post here, to process it and solicit some advice.