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I am getting away with everything lately. A loud promise of a spanking turns into a whisper that fades out, absorbed by the silence of my pale bottom. While 2% of me is proud and feels braggy about this... 98% of me feels neglected.
Like spanking me isn't worth the time.
Unfixable.
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Scarlets POV “Scarlet!” A voice boomed. I dropped the shot glass in my hand. Clink. Everything was happening so fast, but one thing was clear. Just one. There was what felt like nine hundred pounds of pressure on my arm. “You have ten seconds to walk your ass out to the car or I will deal with your ass right here. Do you understand me?” His voice whispered in my ear, but it was almost as if he were yelling. How does he do that? How does he whisper yell? “L..let goo” I slurred and started to sway my arms as if that would break me free. I almost stomped my feet, or maybe I did. Then al
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Needing MORE structure during this pandemic
scarlet replied to Child of Light's topic in Creating Structure/ Guidelines
I have a disciplinarian who holds me accountable 😖 I hope you can find something that works for you <3 -
@Chamed I have quite a few friends that sound similar to your -ee For rewards you can consider letting her stay up a little later on a weekend or giving her time to color or do something artsy/crafty while you chat with her (still that intimate feeling in a long distance dynamic with the little aspect of coloring)
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I've never had to count like EVERY swat aloud and im certainly not a fan of that However, I have had to count a certain number during a portion of a session. I did like thay very much. Usually the last 20 or 30ish. For example... "1: I will take my meds between 7 and 730" But im also the type of crazy who finds writing lines to be effective. The repetition is soothing to my OCD brain.
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Imagine forgetting your meds for a week long trip.
Now imagine you have told your disciplinarian about it.
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" ..."There is not try." -Yoda" -My disciplinarian. For privacy's sake, lets call him E. bonus points if you get the reference from "The Office" I've slipped a bit recently. I made some very important commitments for work that I have slacked on in addition to losing touch with my own personal commitments/sight of my own goals. Anyways, I felt like today was such a productive day compared to recent weeks. "E" had me write out a schedule with some time allotted specifically for being productive...as opposed to me writing down when I want to get everything done in my planner
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"Good Night, Sleep Tight, Tomorrows Spanking Will Bite"
scarlet posted a blog entry in A Discipline Journal
E and I agreed on a bedtime. A consistent sleep schedule definitely helps me and if I do not have a bedtime.... I am any word that is antonymous for consistent. It got so bad before we began our dynamic that I was late to work... TWICE. During the school year, I am in bed at 9:30 with lights out by 10. We added the "lights out by 10" part because I complained about having the same bedtime as his son. That really put things in perspective for him, haha! Now that it is summertime, we agreed on a later bedtime. Midnight for "school" nights and 2am for weekends. I know it is completely reasonable, -
x100 E was... less than satisfied when I admitted to driving a little too fast for the 4th time since February. This all goes back to my own disorganization, though. I swear- WHY does it always take so much longer than 43 minutes to drive forty-three miles?? I had the most amazing Saturday recently, meeting up with some of my best friends (who, yes, are in my little COVID bubble-- safety first!) to celebrate a birthday and exchange Christmas presents. We chose to meet up for the holiday as we are still unsure who in our group will be travelling and we must properly quarantine
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"Good Night, Sleep Tight, Tomorrows Spanking Will Bite"
scarlet commented on scarlet's blog entry in A Discipline Journal
Scrolling through social media is certainly my downfall. And DEFINITELY gets me into trouble too much -
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Today was hard, to say the least.
But I sleep tonight on my tummy and with a clean slate.
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I'm never sure what sucks more... the spanking or the disappointing my disciplinarian.
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FYI.... it is not recommended to to whine "I already said yes sir" within 30 seconds of getting a talkin' to about your attitude.
