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Jacevires

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Jacevires last won the day on November 11

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    A2, MI
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    Spanker

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  1. That is Ms. Law. When I was 16 I burned 3 of her videos onto a CD and listened to them through my boombox
  2. Good luck. I hope you get what you're looking for from it.
  3. Very, I lift weights and watch porn. Then it's kinda just like wallpaper. It's there but it doesnt matter....
  4. I get your point, but my gf is a quite creature. She is not used to being open and I've had poly relationships. They only work with honesty. I need to trust that shes being honest about her emotions. She needs to trust I'm being honest about my actions especially since I haven't always been (although nothing constituting cheating and we've gotten past that). That being said it could be a manifestation of my own insecurities surrounding our earlier relationship. Good food for the thinker. Thx
  5. Thanks for the reinforcement
  6. I mean I'm mostly dom, however both my dom side and my sub side are masochistic. Most of the times a spanking I'm receiving is more me domming my self (topping from the bottom) for mental health reasons. I dont think ill likely submit fully in a spanking because I almost never feel helpless. I'm always in actual control even if I'm pretending so the illusion is a waste of time.
  7. I mean I'm mostly dom, however both my dom side and my sub side are masochistic. Most of the times a spanking I'm receiving is more me domming my self (topping from the bottom) for mental health reasons. I dont think ill likely suit fully in a spanking because I almost never feel helpless. I'm always in actual control even if I'm pretending so the illusion is a waste of time.
  8. It's about the feeling right. A paddle is clinical, surgical. It overwhelms you by being unyielding. The rule of restriction grips you because you do not want to mess with your Dominants aim. The belt is meant to give a beating, a whipping, a thrashing. We can be ritualistic about it but the true ritual is the moment when the belt hovers in the air in free fall just for a moment before cutting through the air like a knife. It doesnt matter of you squirm, it will find you. Cry out that's what it wants. Lol so dramatic
  9. Hey folks, kinda just journaling for perspective. But I'm struggling. So lay of the land I'm coming up on my 4 year anniversary with the sweetest babygirl on the planet. Like I mean she gets angry when i go to work cause I'm leaving. So sweet. However she is vanilla. Now when I say vanilla I mean she doesn't get D/s, kinda starting to shift away from that whole, "you're a sicko for wanting to hurt people" vibe, but does not want to be hit. Has a high pain tolerance but shes just a pillow princess. Soft soft soft. Now add to that the fact that four years ago when we started dating I was Poly. When we started dating I was wholesale single so it didnt matter. If she wanted exclusivity I had it the time and i figured I could walk her though it. Ironically, she turned me. I am now a monogamist. Now heres the thing. I'm not just D, I switch and use subspace to maintain my mental health. So now you know the lay of the land. She recently asked if I wanted a platonic sub. Someone for just spankings. And I mean the answer is yes but that's definitely a trap. She says shes ready but I see through it. Besides I'm not the man I wanna be. I've been looking for that for a while now, just never found it so it never came up. I'm struggling with faithfulness and honesty. But as a D, I'm supposed to have my shit together right? Doesnt matter. Keep fighting it and keep talking. I'll be fine. Who knows I might actually get what I want.
  10. Its all about those key phtrases. Little trigger words that spankos can't help but perk up at. Insinuations that someone's in trouble and there's a price to be paid
  11. As a spanker I prefer spanking over boyshorts As a spankee gotta go loose boxers
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