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  1. Feeling guilty

    Thanks everyone for the kind responses! In the end I did speak with him, and the result of that was that he will allow me to have an online, non-spanking mentor. He's still not good with the idea of disciplining me so he will leave that to a mentor but he did give me a stress releif spanking today. And we talked about possibly doing it weekly. If all goes well my husband will take care of my physical need for spanking, and a mentor will help with my goals and accountability. It's a big step in the right direction. I'm really happy tonight.
  2. Annoyed?

    It depends on who is saying it. If it's said from someone I respect then no, I don't mind. If it's said to me by a random person trying to show their dominant side and I haven't established any type of aquaintance/ friendship with them, then yes, it annoys me.
  3. Feeling guilty

    I haven't written here in years. I don't know where else to put this. My husband and I tried DD in the beginning of our marriage. Unfortunately, it is just not in his nature. Now that I'm married I feel it would be wrong to seek out a mentor for punishment, so now I'm the unspanked wife that is filled with guilt. I really screwed up yesterday. I co-signed a car loan for my mom, without talking to him first. He has never been this upset with me. When he told me he was disappointed I lost it and cried for a good hour. To make matters worse, I got a verbal warning at work a few hours later. If there were ever a time I needed a punishment spanking it is now. But I no longer have that option. I seriously don't know how to handle the guilt.
  4. tough decison

    Thank you everyone.
  5. tough decison

    I was wondering how everyone feels about traveling for a spanking. I have an opportunity to spend time in a DD setting. And every ounce of me wants to go. the thing is I'd be flying states away to meet a guy I've only talked to on the internet and phone and have seen in a video on spankingtube. I'm worried about meeting a stranger in a strange place. I'm afraid of being stood up at the airport with no car and no hotel. I'm afraid of spending a few nights at a strangers house... (what if he is a psycho). By the way let me be clear I haven't had any red flags from him. I don't see any weird warning signs, but I live with a cop, and I hear the horror stories and I just am naturally afraid. but at the same time there is this part of me that is screaming to experience something I've always wanted, and to take a risk. I'm so torn...and I don't know what to do.
  6. bringing up DD in a new relationship

    I am a girl, and I am the submissive, and the subtle picture thing is strange but possibly effective. I will think about it. Thank you.
  7. Hi everyone. So I've started meeting new people and going on some dates. I was wondering how long should you wait to tell someone you are interested in DD? When is the right time to bring it up? I mean I don't want that to be the only point of a relationship, but I also don't want to wait too long and find out later that the person thinks I'm weird or something. Has anyone had a similar experience or wish to offer some advice. Thanks in advance for all answers.
  8. Did I do something wrong?

    Thanks everyone. I won't worry so much. I'll give it to him tonight and only explain myself if he asks. Wish me luck!
  9. Did I do something wrong?

    To make a long story short... My er has a belt that is old, worn out, and super soft. Therefore it doesn't hurt, his hand hurts more. However, He loves it because he feels new leather would be too harsh. But I hate it because I don't get the clean slate feeling I crave when he uses the belt for punishment. I thought it would be a good idea to buy him a new strap for his birthday. It Just came in the mail yesterday and now I feel super guilty for not asking his permission first. Is this considered "topping from the bottom"? I had no intention of being a naughty girl when I bought it, but the more I think about it the more I feel a bit deceptive that I didn't talk to him about it first. Would most er's consider this bad behavior? All opinions comments or advice will be greatly appreciated.
  10. lesson learned...don't hide Daddy's wooden spoon.

  11. my spanker sprained his hand!! what's a girl to do?

    1. Zhal


      Have him use the other one? Implements?

    2. Bowlergeno


      Where in NJ are u located?

  12. got my first real belting last night....ouch!

    1. nicoleS


      Ouch is right honey. The belt always hurts enough to get my attention!

  13. i want to say thank you for all the great advice and to the people who took the time to listen and help me in chat last night. Thank you so much for helping me through a hard time

  14. Happy Birthday to me!!!! I finally got my birthday wish and got spanked this year. Now i hope i can sit during my party.

  15. My birthday wish on August 8th

    My birthday is August 9th and I have the same wish. I hope you find what your looking for.