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  1. For me the embarrassing part is the language my spanker chooses and what he points out about my spanking. He likes to start my spankings with me next to his side, my panties being lowered for me with my hands behind my back as I am told what a foolish naughty little girl I am and I'm going to spanked. He will lower me over his lap and say things like "how do naughty little girls get spanked?" And expect me to answer "on the bare bottom". I HATE it. With my entire soul. Its foolish and shameful, and embarrasses every last bone in my body. He knows this, and that's exactly why he does it. During the spanking he likes to comment on different elements and do his best to make my face turn as red as my bottom. "Remind me what im doing. What am I doing? Am I spanking your bottom bright red like a bad little girl? Bad girls get red sore bottoms don't they?" "Look at you kicking your legs like a well-spanked little girl. Are you getting the spanking your deserve? Tell me you deserve a sore red bottom." "I can see your tears but your bottom isn't halfway to red little girl. Tell me out loud you want a redder bottom, and you deserve to be spanked more". None of these questions are allowed to be unanswered. It doesn't matter how many times I've said the words he won't let me get away with not answer his awful questions out loud. He always goes out of his way to make me pick up the panties I kicked off when I was crying and blubbering and put them back on - but only to my knees before he makes me stand in the corner. Then he comments on what a bright red spanked bottom I have. Makes me answer his questions on how I feel with my panties to me knees with a hot sore bottom in the corner, makes me say "I deserve to be have a sore spanked bottom".
    3 points
  2. This sounds a lot like me except my fantasies do involve discipline. I can relate to so much of what you’ve shared. I remember spanking my dolls as a young child and playing “ school” with my friends and pretending imaginary students were being spanked. I wasn’t spanked as a child ever. My older brothers were though a few times and my closest childhood friend was too. I was always fascinated by it. Once at a friend’s house we were looking through her dads stuff and I found a book that had a spanking story in it. She kept urging me to put it down and leave the room so we wouldn’t get caught. I was only about 12 or 13 but I knew then that my spanking interest was a part of me and very different from my friends’ interests. I didnt tell my husband about my spanking interests until about a little over a year ago. He enjoys spanking me for fun. He definitely doesn’t have the “ spanking gene.”
    2 points
  3. I have ALWAYS been into spanking, as a kid it felt just like some morbid fascination (looking it up in the dictionary, playing it with my dolls, trying to get the neighborhood kids to play “house” etc), but I was never spanked as a kid and have no trauma attached to it. In middle/high school is when I began really researching and reading what it was I was into. I watched videos, I read stories, I WROTE very bad fan fiction. I knew it was a part of me and I knew it was something I would never tell anyone else about. 🤣 Once I left the house and was free to really explore the spanko side of myself, I felt a lot freer even though there was still shame attached. I only ever met up with one spanko to experience it when I was about 19. I would continuously look up the local spanking munch then chicken out because I was terrified of being outed. But spanking is not about discipline for me, not even a little bit. It is about my love of spanking, of being spanked, of the eroticism and fantasy of it and everything that surrounds it. And as an adult I can recognize that’s what it is about for me and always has been.
    2 points
  4. Yes, I find there is shame attached to spanking, a mixture of humiliation and excitement when my bottom is exposed to the stinging slaps. I always wear male underpants, but my girlfriend likes me to wear tight-fitting briefs that look very much like panties.
    1 point
  5. Yes just like your wife before spanking his bare bottom my husband gets a number of smacks. Probably at least 5 minutes and his panties are quite warm. There is definitely a certain amount of shame involved whether you are receiving it on underpants or panties. Ms L
    1 point
  6. I’ve never been on the Ee side of a punishment spanking since I was a child but as an adult I have delivered a few punishment spankings to a play partner in her 20s for offences she owned up to or I suggested to her that her behaviour warranted such punishment. In this case although they were true discipline they were consensual and as such there was no coercion or having the girl in question forced into a situation against her express wishes. As a ER my own feelings were that I knew of her offences and acted as ‘judge jury and executioner’ in her eventual outcome. I felt the heavy responsibility of having to decide her fate, how she would be undressed, what instruments would be used to deliver punishment and most critically how severe it would be delivered. Generally I didn’t enjoy these feelings and decisions as before we had always negotiated the scene even if it was delivered in role play. Even though it was a punishment session she always had the opportunity to pull out at any time or call out a safe word - she never did. she rarely cried during our play sessions but in punishment sessions tears were generally always apparent even before underwear was removed and her going over my lap and she cried copiously during and after her punishment. I’ve read some of the Ee experiences and can now relate to how she was feeling. It was not pleasant for either partner but something that was necessary at the time…
    1 point
  7. I used to be able to maintain my composure quite well, even during a long and very intense spanking (my pain tolerance is good). I refused to allow myself to cry, let go. Now that that wall/barrier has been broken with my partner through time and trust, I do typically cry. He does not stop when tears begin if it is a disciplinary spanking. I'd say I cry for 20-30 minutes in a typical one, about a half of the total time. Now, if I don't get there (if my defenses are particularly stubborn that day or there is not time to do it right), I don't get that sense of relief, guilt-release, and peace, and it becomes near-pointless as discipline.
    1 point
  8. When give a real authentic disciplinary spanking to my girlfriend, I don't consider the spanking to have started until she looses her composure. She gets 10/90 discipline spanking. From the first swat to the point she looses her composure and finally bursts in crying and sobbing is the first 10% of the spanking. The remainder 90% of the spanking continue while she is sobbing and bawling. For genuine real discipline style spankings it's starts with tears and continues for a long time as the crying and sobbing is happening. Batgirl has a very high pain tolerance so for real disciplinary spankings I do implore an instant intensity shock and awe beginning to get past it. Fast and furious rapid fire is her spanking kryptonite.
    1 point
  9. My boyfriend and I just talked about this subject b/c he asked me what makes the spanking session successful, before and after. I am always nervous before a session. My thoughts vary from, “ this is going to hurt” to “I will be okay.” If I am instructed to stand in the corner, my thoughts may drift to what he is doing, but generally, I am able to focus on the reason for the discipline.
    1 point
  10. When I’m waiting to be called into the living room and have my pants and underwear slowly taken down and then be put over my wife’s knee or made to lie down on the sofa or mattress my thoughts are “oh no… this is going to hurt so bad…”
    1 point
  11. Oh, and I forgot, 'I am NEVER going to do that again. Ever.'
    1 point
  12. My thoughts are usually: The next 1+ hour(s) is not going to be pleasant. Why did I get myself in this situation? I hope I can maintain composure and follow directions without fussing. How am I going to feel when it is over?
    1 point
  13. My thoughts before a spanking include; 1. Wondering if my wife remembered anything I didn't get spanked for in the past and wants to add more for it. 2. What will she be using this time, I hope it's not the cane? 3. I shouldn't have joked about a woman's job is cleaning and cooking..., (even though I do most of the cooking). 4. Why am I back here in this situation.
    1 point
  14. After I tell him he has earned spanking I expect him to go to bedroom and stand in the corner. Also he better be stripped down to his t-shirt and panties. Yes panties I trained my husband with the help of my girlfriend who told me that it shows who wears the pants in the marriage. Also my husband had a quite bit of reading material on petticoat punishment and he was very embarrassed about the subject As HoH I am juror and judge in what type of spanking is administered. My punishment I give my husband is based on the frequency and seriousness of the offense he has committed and is current behavior. I look at my punishment book to look up the history of his offense, being that my memory isn't what it use to be I am able to make a fair punishment. I give him a half hour in the corner and that gives me time to decide the severity and length of the punishment. I am thinking about how his panties and bare bottom is going to be quite warm from my hand spanking across my knee. My thinking before a spanking is what implement or implements am I going to use. The punishment starts with me sitting down in my straight back chair in the bedroom and calling him to stand In front of me or going to grab him by the ear before his lecture. I also want yes or no mommy answer when I ask him something.. When my husband does not act his age and he is being punished this is the routine that is followed. Ms L
    1 point
  15. My first thought is how severe my spanking is going to be. My wife determines the longevity of my spankings, which instrument will be used etc.
    1 point
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