Spanking have impacted my life in a good way during childhood.
Now, as an adult I continue to love being spanked for correction so
that i can continue to behave like an adult. Ever since
childhood I was always spanked with a small strap or a belt, and I
can tell you I didn't like it or enjoy it. I know that
because they were all dsicpline or punishment spankings, and it was
not meant for fun or foreplay. But ever since childhood I've
always wanted to experience different implements as such as the
But as a child I was always afraid of the paddle. Especially
if it was a big thick heavy one. But I don't mind thin small
lightweight paddles but big ones I try to run away from..lol Now, in
school I was spanked with a small lightweight ping pong paddle, and
it wasn't really all that bad. I only experienced receiving
one lick with it on my bottom, and honestly I really liked it!
And from then on that made me realize that I wanted to experience
other different kinds and sizes of paddles. Now being paddled
at home that never happened. I've always wished that it did
though. Especially by my grandmother. Oh, I've always thougth
and known her and a straighter paddler. Because, I saw her
owning 3 lightweight paddles on the top of her closet in her house
that she was living in when I was born.
I was like, "Wow, those 3 paddles looked earie and scary to me.
I've always said to myself, "Whenever I'm around grandma I'd better
be on my best behavior. Or, I'll be getting the paddle or the
small strap from her." But from what I've heard from a couple
of my male cousins told me and another one of my male cousins saying
that one day they acted up at her house, and she pulled out all of
her spanking paddles, and she paddled them both once with 3 light
swats on their buttocks, and they told another one of our male
cousins that it didn't even hurt. She didn't hurt us at all.
And her come one year as I once lived with her when I was at the age
of 13 or 14 she still owned one of those small thin lightweight
paddles. Was still earie-lookng to me...lol So, I still
made sure at the age of 13 and 14 to be on my best
behavior with her. Or else that I would be probably experience
getting the paddle by her very regularly. But I honestly
nowadays I honestly don't think that she would have caused me any
pain as a kid. She might have paddled me with more licks or
swats but it probably wouldn't have been all that bad. I
probably could have taken it.
My male cousin that I was also living at the time tried explaining
to me and telling me that, "If she had ever paddled me it wouldn't
have hurt me." "Or, she wouldn't have paddled me in a sense of
hurting me." I honestly think that what my male cousin was
trying to tell me that she might paddled me very gently in form or
of a way of me liking the spanking or paddling. I also
honestly think that he wanted to experience or feel the paddle as
well by her. But he also knew that paddles do hurt, and I also
always knew that as well. But nowadays as an adult I always
fantasize of her being my partner of spanking me with the paddle.
I really truly want to feel the paddle.
Well, this my story of spanking, and how it has impacted my life.